To all the readers GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER!!
Unfortunately, I am not going to write about my first time doing the Nasty!...I am writing about writing my very first blog! :) Today is the first day I am writing a blog, and for some reason I'm nervous. One of my close friends introduced me to blogging, and I would continuously ask her "how does she blog everyday and how do you blog" she continued to tell me write whatever comes to mind. I thought it was interesting, and hard at the same time, but know I'm noticing that it is actually soothing to the brain. (Thx hun :D)
So here goes nothing.........
After reading Wolverine's touching blog on friends, I would like to add my little two sense into it. I am never sure when I have a best friend, or a close friend, or someone I would want to call sister. To me a best friend is someone who is trustworthy, honest, and loyal. For instance I have a friend-- lets call her Sara-- Sara doesn't go to my school anymore, and we don't dance at the same studio; seeing that we were so close, i thought from her moving it will bring us closer together. Unfortunately i was wrong. She never calls, and when i call she either answers the phone, and within two minutes she has to go, or she doesn't answer. No! I don't expect her to answer all the time, I know she has a life, but when i take the time out to call and find out how your doing, you should show some respect and call back.
I also never know when its the right time to call someone a bessie or a best friend. I have a close friend who just left the school, lets call her --Brenda-- Brenda was always there for me whenever I needed her, and vise-versa, but when she started telling me weird stuff that made me feel uncomfortable, I started drifting away. Brenda and I always had lunch together, fortunately, the last lunch we had together she called me her Bessie, my stomach did flips. I didn't know if it was a good feeling or a bad feeling, and Till this day I'm still confused on how to feel. But what i really want to know is how to tell when your friend thinks your worthy enough to be called a best friend. I am really close to of my friends...but for some reason I'm afraid to call her my best friend. we don't talk on the phone together, we don't text each other, and we hardly go out together. Maybe she secretly doesn't like me, and she's just using me..for what i don't know cuz i don't anything she wants. But I have a wierd feeling that she doesn't want me to call her a best friend..why I HAVE NO IDEA!
Anyway to end this, I really don't know if I have a best friend.. not that i need one (i lied), I just want someone I can trust, and tell all my secrets to, despite if we get into an argument, or she finds another friends that she trust more. Maybe another time I can enlighten you with m freaky story of me doing the Nasty :)
p.s. I'm still a Virgin! :)
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alright ima try to keep this short
ReplyDeletei see what you are looking for in a friend, but sometimes the person you tell all your feelings to isn't even your best friend, they could be just a regular friend, or someone of the opposite sex who can give you advice and stuff.
and your best friend is more someone your more always with and they kinda fill a more sibling role, who you would still tell your issues to but more the big ones.
but the real difference between a best friend and just a normal friend i find is that i know i would die for my best friend no problem like any of my family. and of course they would stop a bullet for you to. but until you have someone like that the people you think are best friend are just normal friends
hope that helps a bit... if not then i completly read this blog wrong, and i ask you to forgive me cuz i was real tired while reading this
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